WTF ya doing?

[Kwa]

Things haven't been going to well. I'm losing my way, each day just keeps getting harder and harder. Between endless nights of working and not having any time for eating. Really making my depression kick my ass. I try to stay optimistic but it's just getting harder and harder.

Hope you all are well. I am sorry I don't post much. You all have a place in my heart, I've known most of you for years. I love you all. I'll keep posting at least once a week if I can. And again hope you all are doing alright. Don't let life get to ya. Its gotten to me and drained every inch of my being. I'm not a religious person much, but I do have to say, the enemy is having a field day with my mind these days.. thoughts I've never thought possible run through my head, somethings not right. But I'll still kick it to the curb and do my thing.

Me and you is in the same boat, sometimes I feel that I go through alot, at home, and work. Only time when I'm sorta happy is off days, and maybe pay days, other than that, I get stress, depress, even lonely, llke I'm rarely happy, dealing with my nephew that don't listen, 2 females that I feel a need to get away from and have a lil fun. I mostly help pay shit, but I can't control shit, work I just be bored is hell..
Now a days, all i do is dance, draw(well rarely), and watch anime on free time, only hobbies that relieve my stress..